So, my friend, if you can relate in any way, just know that I get it! All of it! I've been there, too.
BUT, I HAD BIG DREAMS AND SO DO YOU.
And so...
I was "that" mom who dropped her kids off when childcare opened and the last to pick them up at school while I was telling everyone else to put their family first.
I juggled nannies and found myself often unaligned and distracted from the important. I struggled to be present, find a second for myself, and find anyone who "understood" the struggle. Meanwhile, I watched my husband hire consultants and coaches do the same work I did because I had zero time to help him with ANYTHING. Lots of stress, money out the door, confusion, overwhelm, guilt, and frustration. ALL THE THINGS!!!
I'd spent years living in my Enneagram 6 (Loyalist) and Enneagram 2 (Helper) world. I'd been loyal to my career in coaching and leadership, helping others reengage with their work, their purpose, and deliver excellence to their consumers. At the same time, however, I struggled to the same in my own life, marriage, and home.
WE ALL HAVE BIG DREAMS...
I left it all to step into my new life goal...